This is where my sin nature TAKES OVER... I want to be so ANGRY and BLAME SOMEONE!!! But, it is part of life... Chuck made reservations for the twin grand babies (and Mom and Dad)to fly out here for their Spring Break - two of them were cancelled! =( Chuck was ON the phone most of tonight WAITING to get it fixed - they told him they will call tomorrow- he was so patient and KIND to them... so NOW I have to stay HOME all day waiting for them to call =) I am MORE than bummed... I have Mom2Mom AND I am going to miss out on seeing the Israeli Ambassador... hmmmmmmm..... I just want to CRY! I have been looking forward to these events for so long... I don't know how to CRY on a blog =) Just KNOW that I am... Now you know my weakness... GRAND BABIES!!
I KNOW God has a plan... BUT I want to do everything... I can't... I have to make choices and I am choosing the kids... even if JetBlue does NOT call - which I think is most likely - I will be here - I want the kids to come out MORE than anything!!
THIS HURTS MORE than Name calling!! I can't be in two places at the SAME time!! M2M I miss being there!!
My heart is broken....