Monday, February 8, 2010

My sin nature...

This is where my sin nature TAKES OVER...  I want to be so ANGRY and BLAME SOMEONE!!!  But, it is part of life...   Chuck made reservations for the twin grand babies (and Mom and Dad)to fly out here for their Spring Break - two of them were cancelled! =(  Chuck was ON the phone most of tonight WAITING to get it fixed - they told him they will call tomorrow- he was so patient and KIND to them... so NOW I have to stay HOME all day waiting for them to call =)   I am MORE than bummed... I have Mom2Mom AND I am going to miss out on seeing the Israeli Ambassador...  hmmmmmmm.....   I just want to CRY!  I have been looking forward to these events for so long...  I don't know how to CRY on a blog =)  Just KNOW that I am...    Now you know my weakness... GRAND BABIES!!

I KNOW God has a plan...  BUT I want to do everything... I can't... I have to make choices and I am choosing the kids... even if JetBlue does NOT call - which I think is most likely - I will be here - I want the kids to come out MORE than anything!!

THIS HURTS MORE than Name calling!!  I can't be in two places at the SAME time!!  M2M  I miss being there!!

My heart is broken....  

4 comments:

Gabby said...

Pam, sorry that you're dealing with this frustration. BUT, why can't JetBlue call you on your cell phone instead of your home phone so you won't have to change your plans to stay at home waiting for their call?

I hope everything works out! :)

clspraizehim said...

Pam, I would have stayed home and waited for the phone call:) I'm with you on the grandbabies:)!!!

Pamee said...

Chuck is so WONDERFUL... he checked this morning before he left for work and Jet Blue FIXED it! SO I GOT to do EVERYTHING today =) YAY!

Gabby... I would normally do that... but I LOSE signal at home AND I HAD to answer it - IF I were at an event... I couldn't answer it =)

Gabby said...

That's wonderful! I'm glad everything worked out! that's the power of prayer : )